one more shot…?

A favor was asked. I possibly could audition at one more school. It’s not where I want to go, but I think it might be a pride issue. I don’t want to be rejected again. Although I guess it could be the final nail in the coffin in terms of what God wants me to do or not do.

What do I want to do? Do I really want to sing? Yes. Do I really want to pursue opera? I don’t know.

Should I pursue this? Am I being prideful? What does God want from me?

Any thoughts?



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2 responses to “one more shot…?

  1. I’m not sure if you’ve made a decision about this or not, but for the record, I’ve always been an advocate of giving God every opportunity to work with in my life. That way, I know for sure that God says no when He does. And I also know that I did all I could in terms of allowing God to use EVERY opportunity that comes my way. I don’t think God’s ultimate plan for our lives changes either way, but knowing I did all I could gives me the closure I need to close the door completely to that part of my life and not keep having to hold my foot in the door, you know? Just a thought.

    • I had made a decision, and your thoughts have really helped me to have a peace about my decision. I hadn’t thought of it that way before, and I was feeling like I was possibly being disobedient by pursuing this last audition. I like your take on this…

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