Category Archives: The Past

my 2010 year in review…

As society’s obsession with the new year would dictate I should take this time, at the beginning of 2011, and take stock in what I accomplished in 2010. Ok. So, what did happen in 2010? I’ll make a list: January … Continue reading

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buckets…

Buckets of rain Buckets of tears Got all them buckets coming out of my ears Buckets of moonbeams in my hand You got all the love honey baby I can stand. I been meek And hard like and oak I … Continue reading

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a rummage sale and move…

Well, the last week has been pret-tay busy, and I would be fibbing if I said I wasn’t tired. Although, underneath the sore and sleepy body is a great feeling of accomplishment, and it wasn’t by my own strength…only by … Continue reading

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farewell…

Dear Reader, This will be the last entry that I reference and speak of the past in relation to ME. This past week, as I was on choir tour, I was reminded of a few things. I love to sing. … Continue reading

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i can spit in one and wish in the other; which one is full…

Which would you rather have – unconditional love or money? For the second time in my life the person I loved most decided there was a choice. They chose money. At this point I have two choices. I probably have … Continue reading

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regret is a six letter word…

Started out the week regretting a decision, but today I was reaffirmed of what a good decision I made. Can’t move forward until you stop looking back.

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i opened my hand…

and let go of the banana…I got my hand out of the jar. Thought I really needed that banana, but I don’t. I’m not a monkey. Why would I settle for the life of a monkey? I deserved more. I … Continue reading

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what’s there to say…

Sometimes you think you got it. Complete control over a stronghold, and then you come to realize that lingering in the dark recesses of your heart, your disgusting deceiving heart, there lies the stronghold, intact. The good news is that … Continue reading

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it would be nice…

if there was a re-do button that you could push in life. I guess there can always be a new beginning if you’re only brave enough to go for it…I just don’t know what my new beginning would be. “For … Continue reading

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i grew..

Wounded. I’ve been wounded. Healing. I’ve been healing. Last night I took a big step…a leap. It hurt…but I did it anyway. Growing. I’m growing.

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